Now I'ma be savage, but you made it happen
And you made a habit
I wonder what happened
I thought we would last 'til we turn into ashes
My heart's still tryna recover from pain all my life
I really been to hell and back a couple hundred times
Couple hundred times, read between the lines
I'm still tryin', I'm still tryin' to get by
I still got memories that lay deep inside
Creepin' up on my mind
You come in my life, just to go like the rest did
Why the f-ck does God keep testin' me?
I got love for you, but I hate me
So maybe there's no way to change me
So maybe, maybe I'm drivin' me crazy
And now I'm so sick of these love songs, so sad and slow
And I'm so sick of wishin' I had you on my own
And oh, baby, I've been f-cked up ever since you've been gone
I can't bring myself to even pick up my phone
You got it, you got it, girl, and you know that shit
You tell me you want the world, can't give you all that shit
Let's get out the Hennessy, let me pour that shit
I'm tryna make memories, give me all that shit