But you're different from the rest
And boy, if you confess, you might get blessed
See if you deserve what comes next
I'm tellin' you the way I like it, how I want it
And I, I feel it after midnight
A feeling that you can't fight, my one
It lingers when we're done
You'll believe God is a woman
I don't get no paper, I gotta sign at the bottom
Still in my bag like the fries at the bottom
And I can't do nothing right, they gon' always be at me
I missed a Crain's interview, they tried leaking my addy
I'm not no nice guy, I'm just a good guy
The bad guys should really stay on my good side
I smelled my roses younger than the good die
The Illuminati couldn’t see me with they good eye
That's the price you pay
Leave behind your heartache, cast away
Just another product of today
Rather be the hunter than the prey
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me, and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends
It says 'home is where your heart is,' but what a shame
Cause everyone's heart doesn't beat the same
I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of Suburbia
From the bible of 'none of the above'
On a steady diet of
Soda pop and Ritalin
Don't wanna be an American idiot
Don't want a nation under the new mania
And can you hear the sound of hysteria?
The subliminal mind-fuck America
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, twenty-one guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
I been movin' calm, don't start no trouble with me
Tryna keep it peaceful is a struggle for me
Don't pull up at 6 AM to cuddle with me
You know how I like it when you lovin' on me
Yeah, you know I do my dance
In the club, throwin' dub
Rack it up, shake it up
Watch me do it, how I bust it up
If a nigga feelin' froggy, let him through, let him through
Standin' right in your face, nigga do what you do
Big homie look at me, like shoot, I'm like, 'Who?'
I got the Big-Mac, kick-back, blow your whole shit back
Bitch move
Well you can't get what you want
But you can get me
So let's set out to sea
'Cause you are my medicine
When you're close to me
The pain in my heart just won't end
The words that I find just don't seem to compare
Awaiting my death in the end
Alone, I must seek out the end to begin
So nobody wants death
'Cause nobody wants life to end
I popped a molly, I popped a bean
I fuck your bitch, 'cause she down for the team
Jump in a car and hit you with the beam
I chug a pint and I just go to sleep
Everything that you done did, I done did it
Pockets on swole like it's 24 Fitness
Throwing up racks in the air
Told that bitch 'Lil Pump, yeah'
Damn, I just broke my wrist
Hundred on my wrist, can't tell me shit
My lean cost more than your rent
Your momma still live in a tent
Still slangin' dope in the 'jects
Me and my grandma take meds
Spend three racks on a new chain
My bitch love do cocaine
I fuck a bitch, I forgot her name
I can't buy a bitch no wedding ring
Rather go and buy Balmains
Look at my neck shine
Look at my wrist shine
My diamonds might make you blind
Standing in line to see the show tonight
And there's a light on, heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
I'd be there waiting for
Okay, she keep cryin', she keep cryin' every single night
Day and night, on my mind, please don't kill the vibe
Oh no, I swear to God, I be in my mind
Swear I wanna die, yeah, when you cross my -
Said I wouldn't die, yuh, no, I'm not alright
Big drum on the gun, that's a pump with a red beam
Catch him in the bed while he sleep, that's a wet dream
This nigga tryna test me
Close range headshots, fuck where the vest be
I want the drip, drip while I get my dick licked
Lil' sick bitch, lickin' on my dick tip
She a freak ho, fuck her, she on beast mode
Arch your back, put your hands on your knees, ho
It's always 6ix9ine this and 6ix9ine that
Nigga's on my dick and on my yack
These niggas lookin' for me, you could hit my jack
I done dropped my address, y'all know where 6ix9ine at
Niggas want that bitch back, I don't chit-chat
Run up here? Click clack, blow your shit back
Baby I ain't a hot boy, I'm a block boy
Double trigger Glock, make him Diddy Bop, boy
All my niggas really gang bang, talk that damn slang
Rap about it, do the same thing, let your nuts hang
I don't fuck with no old hoes, only new hoes
Put my dick in her backbone, I pass her to my bro
I don't love her, that's a sad ho, she a bad ho
I'ma fuck her, then I dash home, to the cash ho
On the stoop, crills in my drawers, your girl on my phone
She wanna fuck, but keep her clothes on, I only want the jaw
Man that's really all I use her for, I kick her out the door
I don't want her, you can keep the whore, she fiendin' for some more
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
The tears never come, my body is numb
I feel like a god amongst the men
Cut out my eyes, feed me with lies
That I don't never have to see again
Thoughts consuming me, fueling my insecurities
As the ground right under me crumbles as if it wasn't there
It's too much, my heart's crushed, I'm not alive
I won't allow myself happiness 'cause it's all lies
I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tame
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holding on
I don't wanna pretend we're something, we're nothing
I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold on
I gave her everything
She took my heart and left me lonely
I think broken heart's contentious
I won't fix, I'd rather weep
I'm lost then I'm found
But it's torture bein' in love
As a fair warning to everyone listening to this song
I advise you to not hide your feelings
Don’t pretend to be okay when you’re not okay
Don’t pretend to be happy when you’re sad
It’ll only lead to your misery
In her own good land here she's been abused
She's been burned, dishonored, denied an' refused
And the government for which she stands
Has scandalized throughout the land
And she's getting thread bare, and she's wearin' thin
But she's in good shape, for the shape she's in
Cause she's been through the fire before
And I believe she can take a whole lot more
Can't fall in love I got options
I'm high school that's college
Why give a bitch your heart when she'd rather have a purse?
Why give a bitch an inch when she'd rather have nine?
You know it, it it takes seconds to say hello
But forever to say goodbye
Moving on is easy, but what you leave behind
Is what makes it hard