Rockstar lifestyle, might just die tonight
If I was down and had nobody, would you sacrifice?
They said loose ends break friends, I ain't tryna fight
Fuck bein' sober, girl, come over and enjoy the high
I don't think I love you, my emotions aren't the same
I'd rather be alone than go hangout with some lames
It's funny how they judge you when they see you made a change
I poured another four just to take away the pain
My friends weren't my friends, they was lookin' for some clout
I had what they wanted so they always came around
I don't wanna get close
I haven't been the same since I loved that ho
I haven't been the same since I lost my bro
I say I'm gonna change when I know I won't
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him?
I'm just a notch in your bedpost but you're just a line in a song
And I can't stop 'til the whole world knows my name
Cause I was only born inside my dreams
Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for
When you look into the past
The writers keep writing what they write
Somewhere another pretty vein just dies
I've got the scars from tomorrow and I wish you could see
That you're the antidote to everything except for me
Seems like the whole damn world went and lost its mind
And all my childhood heroes have fallen off or died
Fake tears, real living, fake tears
But the alcohol never lies, never lies
I hope the roof flies off and we get blown out into space
I always make such expensive mistakes
I know it's just a number but you're the 8th wonder
I'll stop wearing black when they make a darker color
I love you to death
But I just can't, I just can't pretend
We were lovers first
Confidants but never friends
Were we ever friends?
Presenting a new beginning
Forever you and I
And when the morning gets lonely
And life is out of sight
Then we'll be leaving together, you and I
Memory, your lamp light is burning holes
Recover the damage, bring it all home
Follow the bliss just like Summer song
Please stay there forever, I'll try to remember
So we meet again
But this time we step out of our dreams with open eyes
Now that it's said and done
Can we make this world a better place for everyone?
Time keeps painting, my darling
And the garden keeps on singing their old song
Oh baby, still I am waiting in the light
Hoping the angels would carry you home
And her pussy tastes like Skittles
You can really taste the rainbow
Yo' bitch just like a crayola
You can draw her on the table
Flip her like some yola
Yo' team need'a new leader
I just poured a four in my two liter
She call me, a daydreamer, what?
Rollin' in the Bimmer 'bout to beam 'em in the Bimmer
I know that I do some shit that's questionable
But mama say do what I want and I'ma do what she told me
We drunk up off that moonshine
We look up at the star lights
She look just like the star shine
I gave that bitch my sunshine
Dunkin' bitches like I'm Kobe
Need a boost, I need my script yeah
Never leave the crib yeah
I'mma gang bang on your bitch
But I'ma bend it down and I'ma lick her up
Then dick her down, she gon' turn around
Then I'ma kick her out
I like lean, I like drugs
I like beans, I got plugs
What you need? No, no funds
What you bleed? Oh, you tough
Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit, this feels too right
It's just like déja vu, me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Stop thinking about the easy way out
There's no need to go and blow the candle out
Because you're not done
You're far too young
And the best is yet to come
Well, I know the feeling
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
And there ain't no healing
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge
I'm telling you that, it's never that bad
Take it from someone who's been where you're at
Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride
Well, home ain't what I'd call it
When I'm the only ghost walkin' through the hallways
The pain gets so much clearer
When the one to blame is standing in the mirror
Well, we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny ’cause we just won't eat
Just stop your crying, have the time of your life
Breaking through the atmosphere
And things are pretty good from here
Remember everything will be alright
We can meet again somewhere
Somewhere far away from here
She sits beside me like a silhouette
Hard candy dripping on me 'til my feet are wet
And now she's all over me, it's like I paid for it
It's like I paid for it, I'm gonna pay for this
We haven't spoke since you went away
Comfortable silence is so overrated
Why won't you ever be the first one to break?
Even my phone misses your call, by the way
I hope you can see, the shape that I'm in
While he's touching your skin
He's right where I should, where I should be
But you're making me bleed
She's got a book for every situation
Gets into parties without invitations
How could you ever turn her down?
There's not a drink that I think could sink her
How would I tell her that she's all I think about?
Well, I guess she just found out
Broke a finger knocking on your bedroom door
I got splinters in my knuckles crawling across the floor
Couldn't take you home to mother in a skirt that short
But I think that's what I like about it
It ain't my fault you came here lookin' like that
You just made me trip, fall and land on your lap
Certain bad boy smooth
Body hotter than a summer
I don't mean to be rude, but I'd look so damn good on ya
I live my day as if it was the last
Live my day as if there was no past
Doin' it all night, all summer
Doin' it the way I wanna
Yeah, I'ma dance my heart out 'til the dawn
But I won't be done when mornin' comes
You set fire to my world, couldn't handle the heat
Now I'm sleeping alone and I'm starting to freeze
Baby, come bring me hell
Let it rain over me
Baby, come back to me
I don't wanna shower, even if I stink
'Cause I don't wanna wash you off, wash you off my skin
It's been about an hour
And I'm still tremblin'
Feelin' you deep, feelin' you deep within
Nobody sees, nobody knows
We are a secret, can't be exposed
That's how it is, that's how it goes
Far from the others, close to each other
That's when we uncover-cover-cover
Boy, you think that you know me
Oh, but you can't see my lonely heart
Things look different in the mornin'
That's when we find out who we are
Would you still want me?
Without no makeup on my face?
Without alcohol in your veins?
Oh, would you, baby?
I'm peeling the skin off my face
'Cause I really hate being safe
The normals, they make me afraid
The crazies, they make me feel sane
You seem to replace your brain with your heart
You take things so hard and then you fall apart
You try to explain, but before you can start
Those cry baby tears come out of the dark
Someone's turning the handle to that faucet in your eyes
You pour it out where everyone can see
Your heart's too big for your body, it's why it won't fit inside
You pour it out where everyone can see
Oh, spent this whole time writing away my heart and my soul
The people I surround myself with have hearts filled with gold
Love and empathy are things that we hold so close
Trying to learn and evolve
I'm so done with playing piggyback
Swear to god I wished y'all all the best
You're lying your way to try to gain a piece of me
When you could never come close 'cause I know my destiny
I love everything you do
When you call me fucking dumb for the stupid shit I do
I wanna ride my bike with you
Fully undressed, no training wheels left for you
But nothin' is better sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you go
I don't wanna play no games, play no games
Fuck around, give you my last name
Know you tired of the same damn thing
That's okay 'cause, baby, you...
You got it, girl, you got it