The first step pleases the Father
Might be the hardest to take
But when you come out of the water
I'm a believer, my heart is fleshy
Life is short with a temper like Joe Pesci
I don't do well with the drama
And, no, I can't stand it being fake
I don't believe in nirvana
But the way that we love in the night gave me life
Baby, I can't explain
I get overwhelmed so easily
My anxiety creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me
Feels like I'm somebody else
Why you always in a mood? Fuckin 'round, actin' brand new
I ain't tryna tell you what to do, but try to play it cool
Baby, I ain't playing by your rules
Everything look better with a view
When you up at night, all alone
Playing games on your phone
Do I cross your mind? Gotta know
These feelings for you, I can't control
Flex on the 'Gram, you ain't really rich
Everyone know that you rented it
Take a look at my lifestyle right now, a lot for me to lose
Ain't always in the right like right now, a lot for me to prove
Say you love me, but you hate me at the same time
Said I like you, but you told me that you ain’t mine
Silently, I’m weeping
Underneath the stars
Slowly losing patience
Lonely, in the dark
Whisper me a story
You don’t need to lie
I can spoil the ending
Everybody dies
Looks can be deceiving
Love will make you blind
Be careful what you wish for
You won't like what you find
I thought I'd see you I'd see you again
With a joint or a drink in your hand
Now you’re covered in roses instead
What would you have said
Flexin' hard, call me Popeye, wallet filled with spinach
Cut you off on the interstate, I'm first to finish
This mind isn't mine
Who am I to judge?
Oh I should be fine
But it's all too much
Step to this and get shanked up
I knocked out so many teeth the tooth fairy went bankrupt
I don't know what to believe
All I wanna do is leave
What can I say that would make you see, make you need me?
Maybe I won't ever know, maybe I'll end up alone
If I told you that I loved you
Tell me, what would you say?
If I told you that I hated you
Would you go away?
Now I need your help with everything that I do
I don't want to lie, I've been relying on you
I don't think that we should be around each other
When you're in the room, you get my eyes
You open your mouth, I'm hypnotized
I can make you laugh until you cry
You know you got all my attention
You know you got all mine
When I wake up, I'm afraid
Somebody else might take my place
When I wake up, I'm afraid
Somebody else might end up being me
Something is wrong, I can't explain
Everything changed when the birds came
You'll never know what they might do if they catch you too early
We need to fly ourselves before someone else tells us how
Something is off, I feel like prey, I feel like praying
Wrap me up in Chanel inside my coffin
Might go to hell and there ain't no stopping
Might be a sinner and I might be a saint
I'd like to be proud but somehow I'm ashamed
How can you feel the way that I'm feeling
If you're not inside of my head?
I got the pressure, it's pushing my buttons
And making me think about death
Think about you all the time
Tell me if this love's a crime
Don't need a chance 'cause I got a dime
Just say the words and I'll make you mine
Tell lil' shorty come here
I'm tryna blow her back out, walking funny for the year
Tell me that you want me, that's the shit I always hear
I got three bitches on me like the three musketeers
See my lips on her mouth, everybody's talkin' now, baby
Ooh, you know it's true
That I was born to run, I don't belong to anyone, oh no
I don't need to be loved by you
No beehive but I'm still the queen bee
Homies locked up, who got the key?
Like talkin' all shit, sippin' on my sweet tea
Fresh new bills like my shit crispy
Tired of beefin' you bums, you can't even pay me enough to react
Been wakin' up in the crib and sometimes I don't even know where I'm at
Hop on top, I wanna ride
I do a kegel while it's inside
Spit in my mouth, look in my eyes
This pussy is wet, come take a dive
I just wanna lay my head on your chest, so I'm close as it gets to your heart
We can fall apart, start over again
She told me put my heart in the bag
And nobody gets hurt
Now I'm running from her love, I'm not fast
So I'm making it worse
Now I'm digging up a grave, from my past
I'm a whole different person
It's a gift and a curse
But I cannot reverse it
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said, "Marry me, Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know"
What the hell are beds for, man?
They go waiting for you
Waste away, don't find the time
It's all by your side
Hey, you got it
Took too long to get it
Hey, you got it
'Cause I, I'm in love
With my future
Can't wait to meet her
And I, I'm in love
But not with anybody else
Just wanna get to know myself
If I never get to see the Northern Lights
Or if I never get to see the Eiffel Tower at night
Oh, if all I got is your hand in my hand
Baby, I could die a happy man
Baby, last night was hands down
One of the best nights that I've had, no doubt
Between the bottle of wine and the look in your eyes and the Marvin Gaye
Then we danced in the dark under September stars in the pourin' rain
Every time we have to say goodbye
I'm counting down until we say hello
Every touch is like the strongest drug
I don't know how much longer I can go
In a world full of hate, be a light
When you do somebody wrong, make it right
Don't hide in the dark, you were born to shine
In a time full of war, be peace
In a time full of doubt, just believe
Yeah, there ain't that much difference between you and me
Girl, won't you stop your cryin'?
I know that you're tryin'
Everything's gonna be okay
Baby girl, don't you hang your head low
Don't you lose your halo
Now that I can drive, finally feel alive, but I got this curfew
Sneakin' in late, smelling like my girlfriend's perfume
People talkin' 'bout college and knowledge and that's alright
But all I'm thinkin' 'bout is an unsupervised Saturday night
Dear Hate
Well, you sure are colorblind
Your kiss is the cruelest kind
You could poison any mind
Darling, please, we were too gone to stay
Couldn't get through the night, so we had to call it a day
The words came out; they couldn't be erased
Saw the pain in your eyes, and I knew everything had changed
On paper we go together
I know that we look the part
But almost never hangs on forever
I know I'm breaking your heart
Wish I could feel about you
The way you feel about me
But you can't make a heart say something
That it don't believe
If I had a dollar every time that I swore you off
And a twenty every time that i picked up when you called
And a crisp new Benjamin for when you're here then gone again
And a dollar every time I was right about you after all
Boy, I'd be rich, head to toe Prada
Benz in the driveway, yacht in the water
Vegas at the Mandarin, high roller gambling
Me and Diddy drippin' diamonds like Marilyn
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
My love, here I stand before you
I am yours now from this moment on
Take my hand, only you can stop me shaking
We'll share forever, this I promise you
We found love, so don't fight it
Life is a rollercoaster, just gotta ride it
I need you, so stop hiding
Our love is a mystery, girl, let's get inside it
I guess you never know, never know
And if you wanted me, you really should've showed
And if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow
And it's alright now
But we were something, don't you think so?
Roaring twenties, tossing pennies in the pool
And if my wishes came true
It would've been you