She told me put my heart in the bag
And nobody gets hurt
Now I'm running from her love, I'm not fast
So I'm making it worse
Now I'm digging up a grave, from my past
I'm a whole different person
It's a gift and a curse
But I cannot reverse it
I still see your shadows in my room
Can't take back the love that I gave you
It's to the point where I love and I hate you
And I cannot change you, so I must replace you, oh
Easier said than done, I thought you were the one
Listenin' to my heart instead of my head
Feel like I be runnin' a race I'm not winnin'
Ran into the devil today, and she grinnin'
All girls are the same, they're rotting my brain
Think I need a change before I go insane
Ain't nothing like the feeling of uncertainty, the eeriness of silence
This time, it was so unexpected
Last time, it was the drugs he was lacing
All legends fall in the making
Told her if I die I'ma die young
Every day I've been gettin' f-cked up
Finally know the difference between love and drugs
Shawty tell me I should really sober up
Drugs got me sweatin', but the room gettin' colder
Lookin' at the devil and the angel on my shoulder
Will I die tonight? I don't know, is it over?
Lookin' for my next high, I'm lookin' for closure
Shoot 'em down
With a .50 round
Run the town
Ballin' hard, you outta bounds
So much money, damn it
I forgot the count
Ay, look at my bank account
Look at the cash amount
Don't know when I met you but I met you
Don't know why I love you but I love you
It's something 'bout that dress, the way it fit you
I don't even wanna tell you to take it off but baby take it off
I go through so much, I'm 19 years old
It's been months since I felt at home
But it's okay 'cause I'm rich
Psych, I'm still sad as a b-tch
I don't want nobody to think that I'm an a-shole
I don't try to be mean on purpose, I promise
My mama taught me better than that, I'll be honest
I blame it on the drugs and this life I'm involved in
Smoke cigarettes, cancer in the chest like cardiac arrest
I've been feelin' stressed, tryna find ways to impress her
Showin' her that I love her, tryna show her a effort
Gotta keep it together
'Cause when heart breaks it feel like the world's gone
But if the love's real, you'd feel your soul roar like a lion
I belong with the one put on this earth for me
Everybody has their someone, just gotta look and see
I'm screaming out, "Lord, help me," I've been lonely
That's when you accept me, then you set me free
Five or six pills in my right hand
Codeine runneth over on my nightstand
Takin' medicine to fix all of the damage
My anxiety the size of a planet
I f-cked that b-tch in the back with the Burberry on
And 'til this day, that lil' b-tch know all my songs
My choppa like Kid N Play, put a bullet hole in your afro, aw
Walk in the bank, I’m laughing, aw
These n-ggas square like Madison, oh
Nobody on this earth is perfect. Everybody has their flaws; everybody has their dark secrets and vices.
Juice WRLDWe're perfectly imperfect children
Rose from the dust, all of us are on a mission
Never gave a f-ck, really came from rags to riches
Now we live it up, driving with the rooftop missin'
I problem solve with Styrofoam
My world revolves around a black hole
The same black hole that's in place of my soul
Empty, I feel so godd-mn empty
I may go rogue
